So my title says it all.
My life the past two weeks have been absolutely NUTS. Nothing too crazy, but it’s been so busy I can’t even think straight. I even had a dream that I was a Japanese princess married to a Samurai. But because my brain is on overdrive right now, instead of being married to a “Samurai” which would of been cool, my Samurai prince came out to be a Sumo Wrestler. HUH? I know, I’m crazy, even more crazy for typing this out. It just goes to say, I can’t even think straight in my dreams, I’m confusing Samurai for Sumo wrestler in my dream, at least they both of Asian origins, right?
I feel absolutely blessed to be busy, but I will admit, I’m nervous. I’m nervous that I’m going to miss out on so much. Steven deploys soon, Grace is growing so fast, I’m only going to be young for so long (I know, I’m only 23, but who knows when those wrinkles will come knocking on my door!). I guess I just need to learn to “slow down.” Anyone else having problems with “slowing down?”
So my goal for this month, is to truly be thankful for what I have now. To not want more. I guess finding contentment in life is one of the hardest things, cause it goes against our flesh. But with petition and prayer, I will not be anxious about anything. I will find joy in everything. Peace in all situations. And love the blessings in my life with every fiber in me. That is my goal, my prayer, and my mantra of life. Amen!
Please don’t mind the unedited images– but this is one way I’m going to “slow down.” I’m going to stop perfecting what is actually there– beautiful memories!